Don't think im gonna update this blog for quite awhile. Cause now it's the 'work is enjoyable' phase. And my life's not gonna be interesting anymore cause im gonna eat work live work and breathe work. There's nothing special in my life anymore hahaha. But i'll be back a different and stronger guy. Maybe the next time you see me, im gonna be somebody interesting?
Aisyah, im not perfect, i seriously dont know how can this happen. I dont know why we fought cause i was half asleep when i said that to you. Im not perfect, im human, i make mistakes. I'll learn from my mistakes, dont ever text you when im half asleep. Well that is if we're still talking. I'll take this as a test. I wanna know if 6 months or maybe 1 year from now i still have deep feelings for you. Well if i still do then to me this is love, not just a crush. Cause we're not gonna be seeing or talking to each other for a long period. Other than that, im just gonna go on with life. And i blame myself fully for all that happened. Sorry
-- 3:44 PM
