We all know that moms love to dress up their kids. But when Dad is a graphic designer, anything is possible. It all started out with the innocent baby picture above.
This morning didn't go to school. Mum and dad tried to wake me up. In my sleep i told them that i'm very very very tired and don't wanna go to school. Then dad said something until i flared up and scold something. Sorry! Just don't disturb me when i say i'm very very tired. So i didn't go to school. Shuuy gave me 5 miss calls i think, cause i asked her to give me a wake up call. But stupid me, i silent my phone, thats why i didn't wake up when you called! Haha sorry!
Today was leg day. Did some heavy squatting. After whole workout, i went out to smoke with BBC ( Big Boys Club - founded by fazli ). I sat down and smoke. What a wrong thing to do. My blood was pumping throughout my body and im sitting idly Then i felt giddy, nausea, i almost feel like fainting. I didn't even drink my milo + egg post workout shake. Cause the thought of it makes me puke.
Mum and dad fetched me from gym. But before that, Justin send me to Jurong East Complex main entrance with his SP! omg! Was like so fun but scared at the same time. Cause i don't like to be the pillion, cause if an accident occurs, the pillion usually die first.
Nabil - "wei slow down la" (50km/h)
Justin - " what? this my slowest la!"
HAH! 50km/h and im already afraid. Maybe im not made for the road. Well i gotta sleep now. School tomorrow at 8, damn. Nights! :)
Today woke up 15 mins late. As i bathe, i wonder how 15mins can make me late. I rushed to school, had test. I thought phase test, but it's mock test. Not accountable for GPA. If i knew, if i check my schedule properly, i wouldn't need to rush to school. I could have taken my own sweet time. I was the last to reach class but among the first few to finish first. Ironic ayy? In class i found out my pants is torn, got 1 big hole and if you see thru, you can see my balls. HAHA! I wonder when i was on the way to school in the train, did anyone saw my balls. LOL! So i used this as an excuse to go home, which my teacher agree. So before going home, i had lunch then PROCEED!!
I'll be going to the gym later on, after i eat my pre-workout meal and drink coffee. Oh, and i just remembered, yesterday i brought my bottle shaker, inside got milo and 6 egg whites. When i reach the gym, i checked my bag, everything gone. All spilled, stupid shaker bottle. Fucking disgusting. Hope it doesn't happen again.
I've been having insecurities lately. Low self-esteem. Some fucking mofo's simple but killing words contribute to my low self-esteem. Let's just say the troubles is starting anytime. I didn't ask for it. Bring it on! Bring me to the limit.
Tomorrow i got phase test, accountable for GPA. Didn't practice just now, but i took some pictures from Nisa's circuit board. So i'll just cheat, have been always doing that since 2005. I'm wondering what's my GPA point right now. I'll make a guess, 2.8? Haiyaaa... I want 4! Perfect points! Test starts at 10, 2 hours only. But i'm sure i'll finish it within 30mins. Next class starts at 1. What the hell am i gonna do from 10.30 till 1? No, my other classmates not there, cause they're from different batch. So i guess i'm gonna be a loner tomorrow morning.
I'm so jealous at friends who went to poly. I wanna feel poly life aww man. Pity me people, pity me.
Today played pool with Martin at Arena, Tuas area. Loser pay and ofcourse i won, so he paid. Won him 4-3. Actually it's 4-1 but he dont wanna malu so he plead me whatever it is i won him 4-3. LOL!
Nowadays, i feel like a kid. Cause it has been a long time since i hang out with my childhood friends. Then recently, after going thru changes in my life, i decided to hang out with them and seriously, it's better than hanging out with thugs or whatsoever. If only i didn't chose that path. Things would be way different from now. But whatever it is, there shouldn't be any regrets in life.
Before, with my childhood friends, it was damn fun. The things we did together. Now it's all just memories. Im being too emo right now.. Mann..
Tomorrow have school, i can't wait for holidays which is like 6 weeks from now! I can't stand waking up early day in and day out. If only this world have 30 hours. Im sure i'll get 6 extra hours of sleep. That's all for today, wanna go eat my 8th meal for the day :) take care!
"I pray to my lord hopin' he hear me Makin' bad decisions in life, tell me do you feel me Over the years me and my peers chose the wrong road Our generation is fuck'd up that's what i'm told Some people say that I'm hellbound I hear the voices Face the consequences like Man from the bad choices See, the day to day struggle I hold on and fight Wishin' tmr would be a good day to see the light And I might never get to see my prime But i continue growin', 1 life 1 day at a time To relax my mind, man i smoke weed Coz it'll take me away frm drama indeed Put on this planet for a reason watch me change the world Through my lyrics i can touch every boy and girl 17 yrs on this earth Wishin my lyrics live on when I'm in the dirt"
a song made from my homeboy, MartinMarYo. Damn his good.
Guess what mofos. I gained 2 kg in a week and my waist grown 2 inches. From 32 to 34 inch. WTF! I'm so fat. I'm gonna go jog my ass out later in the evening.
"You know it makes me unhappy When brothas make babies, and leave a young mother to be a pappy And since we all came from a woman Got our name from a woman and our game from a woman I wonder why we take from our women Why we rape our women, do we hate our women? I think it's time to kill for our women Time to heal our women, be real to our women And if we don't we'll have a race of babies That will hate the ladies, that make the babies And since a man can't make one He has no right to tell a woman when and where to create one"
From the song Keep Ya Head Up by Tupac
I give my utmost respect to Tupac. Although a die hard thug. He still respects women in general. Where will you ever find a rapper like Tupac nowadays? Rappers nowadays rap about sex drugs and booze.
Tupac's trying to stress out that guys always wanna satisfy themselves, the girls get pregnant, guys leave them and the girl has to raise the child on her own. In the USA the number of single mothers are alot compare to singapore. In the malay community there're such cases. Cmon guys, take responsibility for your actions. Do not just fuck and go. Be a man.
I don't intend to criticize anybody or any organization in this post. I'm just saying out my concerns. Enjoy the song below :)
Today is the most unlucky day for me. Well not so unlucky, but still unlucky, anyway i know you guys get my flow. I got fined for smoking in school -.- 30 bucks just gone like that! I'm so sad, i can do alot with $30. I can buy gym gloves or well since i'm into quitting smoking, i'll not say that 30 bucks can get me 3 box of ciggs. But i already did. I should have listened to my instinct which says not to smoke in school toilets but smoke outside! Let today be a lesson learnt.
Lesson number one: Don't smoke in school toilets. Lesson number two: If it's an urgent smoke, do not go to toilets at level one, two and three. Lesson number three: When smoking in a group, do not light up the cigg first, be the last.
It's noon now, an hour ago, i had the inspiration to go to friday prayers. But Fazli killed it. He didn't wanna go with me. So here i am, alone at home with no food to accompany my hunger. Maybe i'll just cook some eggs, eat then later on head to the gym to train my shoulders.
Have you notice my font? It's pink ain't it? Doesn't look like pink but still look like pink. Or maybe this is fuschia? <-- I don't know how to spell. Spelling sucks since ITE don't have english as a subject. Okay well nevermind, just imagine this is pink aite. I like pink. LIKE? Maybe i love pink. Yeah love sounds just so right for this colour. By now i guess you would think i'm a shemale. No no! My body is full of male testosterone and not estrogen. I do not have breast, but i have chest. Maybe pink's just a cute colour to me. I even thought of getting a pink laptop but damn, the only colour is black or blue. So i just get myself a blue laptop. Dark blue to be exact.
The talk of town currently is, *drumrolls* is nabil gay ? HAHAHAHA!! No i'm not gay. But i do admit that i like to look at guys but not in the dirty way. I just look and analyse thier body, see if their body is bigger then mine ^^ Yes i do look at girls. But i just have a glance and that's it. I see no point of drooling at girls. Cause i'm certainly sure that no matter how long i look, i still won't get their attention or whatsoever. In school Ron asked me if i was gay. Cause few nights ago i webcammed with him. I purposely showed him my kukubird for a few seconds. The intention was to joke around. BUT!! He thought otherwise. He really thinks i'm a gay. My bestfriend also think i'm turning into a gay. This gay thing started cause someone said all bodybuilders are gay. Which is so not true. There're some fitness trainers in some singapore gyms who're gay. But not me. Heck, all my ex-es are girls!
Anyway, i wanna go cook some eggs. Will update soon ayy!
School today was the same. I slept on most classes with my friend's headphones on. I'm so tired and sleepy, guess i did not get enough sleep yesterday. On the way home, i almost overslept but luckily i woke up in time when the train door open. Lucky me. Recently i had an enormous appetite. I ate 8 meals for 3 days consecutively, most meal containing rice. WTF?! I gained 1kg in one day. Yesterday my weight was 78kg, today i checked and was shocked, im already 79.10kg.
Okay this part right here i don't know if i should type this down. Cause im like so paiseh. Well nevermind, nothing much really. I was asleep in class. I wore the tight size L white polo t. With my head lying down on the table. From behind can see my undies, and have longkang. Fuck, my friends put capacitor inside when i was happily dreaming. Fuck them! Then when i woke up, Musa gave away hints such as, " Kiwak klau capacitor tu meletop mcm mane? Hangus sia jubo dier" and i was like, " huh? asal sia? ape yg capacitor? sape ? sape ? " while laughing away cause i thought he pranked someone else. Then i sat down and felt sharp pain on my ass. The capacitor is metal and is fucking sharp. I shouted loudly then pull down my pants and took out the capacitor. I ask them who did this, they didn't admit so i just walk off and sat at cafe 3. Step merajok la hehe padahal da paiseh. Nevermind you assholes, today's your day, tomorrow may be mine.
Anyway this video below is a classic from 50 Cent. Another of my favourite rapper. Some of his songs i can relate to my personal life.
Didn't go to school today. Only 2 hours of lifeskills wtf. And i live at Jurong. I see no point of going to 2 hours of useless subject. Teacher won't teach anyway, just watch some movie. Waste my time and money. I wish there's like 30 hours everyday. 24 hours don't seem to be enough for me, since i always need to rush home at 9, i've limited time outside. Then, i need to eat 7 meals, where do i have the time to cook and eat? My saviour is mum, who cooks for me day in and day out. I lack sleep. I wanna sleep 10 fucking hours ok! 8 hours doesn't seem enough. Well as humans, we want more. What to do..
Today went to jurong east gym. Trained legs with Erwin, Justin and Gouli(dog). Faz didn't turn up, guess he overslept. I'm falling in love with jurong east gym. I love the surrounding. Like everyone there talks to each other, give advises and tips. Even the intructors there are friendly. Unlike jurong west gym, everyday different faces and the environment sucks. Nobody talk to each other. Some stucked up people who think they're big but not at all! Then there was this one time i was lifting heavy weights, looking at my size, im lifting super heavy. Then there's this group of people from far said i macam paham.There's some who say im on steroids. WTH! Im 100% natural. Clean food, clean diet. No roids now.
I need to sleep early today. Heck tomorrow school starts at 8. I really really dread school now, especially theory classes. Luckily i have friends who entertain me everyday.
Thursday 22 April = 8 Sticks, hell this cigg i got taste like shit.
I wish you luck today 22/04/09. Hope for the best. Even if luck's not on your side, just take it with pride. Face it like a man. This's all fate. Look on the bright side, do not just give up. As of now, memories of you and friends come to mind, when we were young we hang out and did stuffs together. Memories.... I just hope i can rewind everything. Just remember, you won't be gone for a lifetime. Stay cool and learn from your mistakes ay.
Went to Yakult Factory with class and i learned alot. Do you know that there's 10 million good bacteria in 1 bottle of Yakult? Thats alot. Compare to Vitagen which as 9 times less bacteria then Yakult. It's wise not to drink more then one bottle of Yakult per day.
I didn't have mood today in school so i was thinking deep and keeping quiet most of the time. Today MicroxMusa and Wandykeciqo get to bully me alot. They keep touching me. Hahaha! Thanks man, i feel gay-er now!
Brought food from home. Mum cooked and pack for me. I ate in cafe 2 and was like very paiseh cause got girls around. Later they thought im like no money kinda guy. Padahal2.. Haha! But then i wanna save money. In this hard times, i need to save every penny.
Im fascinated by Tupac's life and death story. Wiki ain't got the full story. I wanna know if there's a book about him or video. Searched videos about his lifestory but not full of info. He's the best rapper ever. He's rhymes so sick. But too bad he's dead. If only he's alive. I'll pay whatever to go any of his shows and meet him live.
"First off fuck the bitch from the clique you claimed, West side when we ride, come equipped with game, You claimed to be a playa, but i fucked your wife, We bust on bad boys, niggas fuck for life" from Tupac's hit song hit em' up
So to let y'all know this guy is Faz, my friend, my brother, my trainer, my gay partner my whoever. He's kinda cute and muscular. He's from ite bukit batok and taking fitness training. He's currently single and available. Any takers ladies ?
Yay! Finally got myself a laptop. Acer! Im damn happy. Im currently learning how to use windows vista. I dont quite understand but it has Windows Xp resemblance. I even got myself an Altec Lansing speakers to go with the laptop. Fucking coool man.
So to my friends, you won't see me around for quite sometime. Im gonna MIA. I got wife already and i call her Jenna.. Cause i like the pornstar. Heehee!
May you live long and taste greater success in life and in fishing. Go lose the belly fat and start training your arms so you can beat me in arm wrestling. Go take care of your health and don't worry about mine.
Today's my dad's birthday. It's like so fast and now he's 45. Tsk tsk. So old. I'm sorry i didn't get any present for you, as always. Not that i don't want to, just that i don't know what to get for you. If i've a million dollars i'll get you your dream car, but im not that rich. If i have no money i'll make you coffee in the morning and give you a hug and a kiss and wish you on your birthday. I'm in the middle, i've got money but not that rich, so i don't know what to get. To all of ya readers, don't think im a guy and i never kiss my dad. No im not gaying with my dad, but from young my parents make me do this. It's nothing to laugh about. Im proud of it. Since cause i love my parents soo much.
I still remember when i was a kid, i waited for my dad to come back home from work in the evening. When the doorbell rang, i would run up and open the door for him then give him a hug. Awww.. So sweet of me. I still remember last time when we just came back from Johor and mum need to go to work. My dad went down, bought me something to eat, switch the tv on and watch power rangers while eating together. I still remember in court, my dad was standing beside me waiting for my sentence. I turned to look at him. I saw a teardrop but he quickly wiped it away.
He's still a good dad! He's sponsoring me ciggs. That's why its hard for me to quit.
17 April 2009 = 10 sticks. I didnt have the mood to smoke menthol.
This is bonus pic. haha! anyway my right shoulders bigger then left. reason ? cause im a right hander. This is me flexed Me, unflex. I was shocked when i saw my back got V shape without flexing. Cause 5 months ago i didn't have this shape! Congrats Nabil! Anyway, to all who called me fat, look at my waist. So small.
School is so so so so damn boring. The EEP and AE lessons are killing me. I dont understand a single shit. I think my teacher is sick of me and my friends cause we're like making noise at the back of the class. Teacher asked to do questions on paper, me and sharir draw pokemon on the paper then asked each other to test memories and tell what pokemon is that. Charmander! Ratata! HAHA! Then we talk about beyblade. What we did when we were young. Wrestling cards. Good memories..
End school at 12 then slack at school. Me and the gang went to library to play comp. Musa go to alamak chat and prank2 girls, ask for numbers and stuff. I seriously think those who chat at there semua muke pecah, LOL! Met Sadik and friends outside then smoke some ciggies. There's one of his friends,girl, was like standing so close to me if i turn i would be like kissing her. I think she purposely do that. Oh cmon! Don't you know that imma gay?? I don't get turn ons by a girl.
After that i headed to MCYS at toa payoh to meet my officer. Met Khai in train then ask him to accompany me. Mrs Officer said i could have an extend of time restriction if i be a good boy and reach home before 9 everyday :) 4 more months! 4 more months! 4 more months! Free man woohooo! So i'll be counting the days. But people say counting makes it slower. To count or not to count? Imagine what i can do if im a free man. I can go home late, clubxzxzz, Batam!
I dont have cca. I need one. So i can spend my time wisely. Thought of rugby but the game look so violent. My friend even told me that there was one time he ripped his opponents ear. eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!! Disgusting! Fitness club sounds interesting, i tried applying but they did not call me. So sad. Fuck them, they havent see my body yet. Babi knnccb. Fuck you, die slow motherfucker! Anyone from simei ? Got any recommendations?
15 April=12 Sticks, cause i went gym with Faz and his a smoking machine. But i dropped by 1 stick! :)
16 April = 7 Sticks, partly cause im out of ciggies and i was like dying!
I get the inspiration to write this from my friend MartinMaRYO.
This is his story:
This friend of mine, was a good kid. His like the guy who scored straight A's. Then he picked up a bad habit. Smoking. He started smoking when he was 13. Btw his 17 right now. He was curious so he tried smoking. Got hooked and this bad habit stick to him till now. He enjoys smoking but at first, his parents didn't know and obviously don't allow.
As years pass by, he got sick of hiding this habit from his parents and he wanted to smoke care-freely without hiding. So tried giving hints to his parents by coming home with ciggeratte smell. When his parents questioned him, he will just deny. ( This part, will make your parents worry at first cause their child is smoking. But the plan now is to let them get used to worrying)
One fine day, a relative of his caught him smoking and "pauto" his parents. His parents scolded him and gave him a warning. So after few more months, he wanted to end this torture so, at night he smoke in his room purposely to get caught. Doing this, getting caught lots of times made his parents sick of catching him and finally let him smoke. End of story.
The bottomline is to bore your parents by catching you always. Then, they will let you smoke. But, this is a story from a guy. I don't really know about girls. But hey, this guy was the kental type and you can imagine his family background. No insulting here but just selling my point.
But an advice from me is too QUIT SMOKING!!!!
Smoking kills!
Nabil Yates
-- 1:17 AM
Another day another story
Today i felt different when i was seating in the train. I felt like nobody. I was staring into space. The usual me would not sit still. But today i kept still and think deep. While thinking i saw this singh turban man staring at me. I stare back, he gave me this weird look. I was like whatever. Stupid sick old man.
As usual, late for school. Went into class and teacher asked to do sine wave and i was like WTF?! I don't even know one single thing. Okay honestly i forget the basic principle, V=IR. And thats like the basic of electronics! Looks like im gonna fail. No poly for nabil. No life for nabil. No future for nabil. So tomorrow im not going to school. Supposed to have lifeskills for 2 hours who would want to travel to the end of Singapore just for 2 hours of lesson?!?! So probably im gonna chill at home. Happy schooling everyone!
Mum told me we're going to Harvey Norman to survey for laptops. I wanna get one! Weeeeee!
I plan to sign up for the instalment plan. And the independent guy in me, im gonna pay the instalments myself. I'll try not to burden my parents. Cause looking at the current economic downturn, anybody can lose thier job ANYTIME! My parents are not spared too. But just hope our family will go thru these tough times. Now, i seriously don't know which laptop to get. Apple ? Acer ? Lenovo ? Any recomendations ? I wanna get a laptop where i can play games without lagging. User friendly. Built in webcam. and many more.
Tuesday 14 April = 13 Sticks
Still the same. Nothing much change. Walauwey. But nvm. This is hard. Especially when im around friends who smoke. Tomorrow i'll try to drop 1 stick.
-- 12:31 AM
Shuuy!
This greedy girl have been pestering me to write something bout her. She wanna be famous haha! Aiyaa.. She so greedy eat fries like there's no tomorrow. Anyway her name is Shuuy and she's my friend. She's single and available. Any takers ? HAHA! Leave me a tag and i'll give you her msn. HAHA! Shuuy if you're reading this, jangan marah ye! i've learned alot from her like what is the meaning of cliche, paradoxical blahblah. Those tough words. I admit, you're clever. And don't need to call me idiot. I know you're from MI so dont brag HAHAHA! Actually i'm cleverer than you just that i don't show. Cause im a gentleman. Hehe..
School sucks as usual. Met Nisa at simei mrt, went to school together. She brought helmet but jalan kaki, then ask me to carry the helmet for her, pfft! Pemalas! Then i came in the class with the helmet and everyone was like wahhh Nabil you bring bike already? Then i said yeah. I bodoh2 them haha. April fool suckers! Break at 10.15, ate nasi goreng from the new stall at cafe 2. Then teman my friends go see april intake chickies! HAHA! But no i stand far far away. I dont give a damn about girls anyway. Then went to class, and oh i forgot, i shit at around 9.30am. Then after my next class i go shit again. At around 11am. Stomach upset cause i drank choc milk in the morning with coffee! Break at 12 again. I got no appetite to eat but then i still ordered chicken cutlet rice then eat slowly. After that go smoke then go home. Texted Nisa ask her help me inform teacher i stomach pain. HAHA!
Afternoon had gym session with epain. And im impressed with his strength. Keep it up man!
So starting from now i'll update how many sticks of cigg i smoke per day.
Today will be the last day of holiday. I'm like damn, why so soon. Honestly, i dreaded at the start of holiday. Cause my life cycle was ruined. Then i was used to it. Now i need to start over and get used to the new cycle. Walauwey... Tomorrow need to wake up early. Aiyaaaaa..
To summarize my holiday.. No special event happened. Nothing interesting. Never met anybody new. Nabil Syafiq = Loner. So saaaaaaad!
Time flies by so fast. I realised i need to step up and to what i need to do. I'm thinking of my future. I really need to take this seriously. I thought ITE is easy but no, mainly cause i never study or pay attention in class. I really need good grades for my gpa then go to poly. If can i wanna study till uni. I've made up my mind, i don't wanna work a 12 hour job in factory. I wanna have flexible timing. AHHHH!! Working really freaks me out. I wish time would stop and i wouldnt grow older anymore. If only i have the power to control time. IF!
Recently i've been having the bloggers block. Don't really know what to update on. Since my life i such a bore, there's nothing much to update. FYI, my daily life is waking up at 10.30am, switch on the comp check email, eat, gym then come back home. Boring right? Maybe i don't have friends, who would ask me out. Or i'm a serious loner.
School's starting soon. School sucks cause i need to wake up early. Then go thru 1 hour of ass torturing journey. Seating in the train is also torture! Imagine from pioneer till simei. By the time i reach simei i don't feel like seating anymore. But then on the bright side, going to school makes my daily routine organised. For example, my eatting time, gym time and sleep time.
Btw, anybody wanna exchange $70 worth of coins for notes ? ^^
Hi Shuuy! This space of the post will make you famous! Cause thousands of people come to my blog. hahaha! fake! Writing this to make the paragraph longer. Blahblahblahblahblahblah
You guys keep asking me who's Yates. Yates is my idol. Dorian Yates. From England, his a bodybuilder, like duhh. He inspire me cause when he was young he went into prison for 6 months. From there he didnt wanna go back to prison so he pursue bodybuilding. This shows that there's hope for people out there if they're willing to change. Take up something and be passionate about it. From there they'll taste success bit by bit.
I hope to be as huge as him. Or even bigger. His like 300pounds ( around 140kg ).
Okay let me tell you guys one story. Ain't nothing much.
Once upon a time there's this one guy who lives far away from the city in an island called Singapore. No no! Not Sang Nila Utama you fags! Just this one guy. He was around 14 years old.
Well one day after school, he with some group of friends decided to buy ciggs at a shop nearby from where he lives. So with a group of 8 people they went to get ciggs, with their school uniform. After buying the ciggs, they hang out under the void deck open the box of cigg and sharing and smoking among themselves. Then this boy and another of his asshole friend decided to go to another block and meet someone. They were at the carpark area walking and smoking and suddenly, a police car appeared driving into their direction. This asshole friend of his started running and pulling this boy with him. Such a stupid mistake! They can just throw away the cigg. That's why in this story i call that friend of the boy an asshole. This asshole friend shouted at the rest of the gang to run which they all did. The police start chasing. To make this part short, almost all was caught and sent to school to get punishment except for one. Another friend.
Since that day onwards, this boy started to like doing bad stuffs. This day onwards a superhero
name BERD was made. Berd was recruited into a gang. This is where he got this name. Pretty lame name. From there, he got into all sorts of trouble. Doing all sorts of stupid stuff.
One fine day, gang members ask berd to come to geylang and earn some cash. Doing illegal businesses. Together, they lived in hotels for almost 3 months. Berd skipping school to earn fast cash. There he learn all sorts of stuff. Making new friends, earning close to 120 bucks a day. This life is like paradise for him. There is like no parents nagging and shouting at him.
Paradise start to turn into hell when the law caught up with him one day. He was send to Cantonment complex to be investigated. He was charged in juvenille court. He was sent to 2 months of detention in the Singapore Boys Home. There he learnt to be independent. Life was okay but kinda bored. Boys in there were like him. All bad boys. But there were a few who went in there for underage sex. LOL! Pretty lame guys. After those 2 weeks, he need to serve 4 months of tagging. Where there's this addidas watch on the leg.. Cannot choose colour, only limited edition black. He needs to be at home by 9.
MCYS sent him to all kinds of programme be it counselling and lots of stuff. There he made new friends who were like him. After going thru all this stuff, his mindset really changed to the better. Now his not in a gang or whatsoever. He hates getting into trouble. He is thinking like an adult. And even look like and adult. hehehe.
4 more months left till he is free. Until then he will serve his probation. Anyway, i forgot to tell you guys that physically he also changed. His now fucking big and huge! Well, he fell in loved with bodybuilding. From there he turned from stickman into superman.
Anyway, that's just another fairytale story. Characters and storyline are not associated with the living or the dead. k Chiau!
Whoa AK! You're not human! You sleept for 18 hours ! Well the aim was to get to 24 hours. If you sleep for 24hours with proof. I'll give you 20bucks man. Okay this challenge is open to everyone!
Fuck Sadik ask me to play soccer tomorrow. I'm lazy but his forcing me. Cb bodo. I hate futsal. Fucking tiring. My foot swollen but still he force me. " Sekarang masih banyak time kan, kau pergi ice kaki kau tu pelan2. Malam pon kau pergi ice. Harap2 besok kaki anda dah baik. " This is what he said to me. Bodoh nye budak. Aku nak holiday pon bukan macam holiday. Aiyaa.. So tomorrow i can't eat alot. East coast is like fucking far. DAMN!!
I've had some thoughts lately. Some minor health problems. I decide i seriously wanna quit smoking. It's like fuckin' hard to quit, i've tried going cold turkey but i almost fall sick. Few days ago got a sign from above that i really need to quit. HAHA! Its a painful story.. Before i went to sleep while lying in bed i coughed like a mad man. Felt excruciating pain in my lungs. I can feel blood in my throat. After a few coughs i puke. Can see some red2 thingy. Blood i assume. Honestly, this have been happening for almost a year. I cough then puke. Usually at night but afternoons weren't rare. This cycle goes on and on. Until i decided to quit smoking a few days ago.
Cmon anyone ? Any tips ? Serious help needed. If i lower my cigg intake per day, it would be of no use cause the amount of cigg i smoke depends on my daily activites. The number one killer is when im around faz. He smoke alot then naturally i join in too. With sadik around i smoke less lol! I do not know why.I've put a serious thought on my future. I don't wanna die of lung cancer. Atleast i don't die painfully or because it was my fault i died. Dying at a ripe old age is the best option now. Cause when i grow old i wanna spend my hard earned money and buy mansion then become Playboy Mansion wahaha!
Anyway, i set-up a wordpress blog mainly for articles about bodybuilding. Check it out! www.musclemadness.wordpress.com . Just set-up so nothing much. Will post more pics and vids soon.
I think this is my worst week or maybe today is the worst day of the week. First off i did some pull ups and my left side of the neck hurts. The pain was fucking unbearable. Then did some deadlifts ( the picture above) my hamstring almost wanna cramp. But before that something happened. One 10kg weight drop on my right foot. 10kg!! %$##$@$%^!! Swollen like hell. Luckily nobody saw. I feel i got sore eyes too. Anybody want to teman me go doctor ?
Daily diet consist of 7 meals of baked chicken and rice. Kinda bored. Anyways, i think im getting fatter. My face chubby HAHAHA. Chubby = Cute Cute = NabilSyafiq !! AK pundek, if u're reading this, i just wanna say u're a fucking racist !! asshole! HAHAHAHAHAHA