They say inhaling is the best choice.
-- 10:41 AM
f1 was cool
This was like puasa time. Da macam apek! HeheMy foot is getting better and better, i can walk but like mas selamat uh. Just now friend said i walked like orang cacat, like my one leg is shorter than the other -.-
At around 7pm went to marina, i just wanna hear the F1 car live! Even though cant see, but still can hear, and im happy. Especially when in close range, like wtf! The sound of the car zooming is like you put 1000 Kr together and blow. Lepak at Marina for awhile, met bogey, then we went to penin to lepak. After that headed home.
Without probation i dont have the dicipline to go to gym :( and to eat alot :(:( Cause i always feel like hanging out till late and sacrifice lots of meals. Now my body is like fucking thin. Imagine you take 8 months to get big, but it only takes 3 weeks to lose that size. Im sick and tired of friends and family members telling me that im losing my weight and size. Its not about wether i go gym or not, its about my diet, i need to eat sufficiently to mantain my size. And and and i hate it when people say that i lose my size because i did not go to gym, which is like 98% wrong. So please eh, shut the fuck up if you dont know anything!! Ceyhh, apek da marah.. Hahaha..
I need to start going to gym and follow a steady diet. I need inspiration. I need to hear the rocky song hahaa.. I need to stop being lazy. I need to stop enjoying. I need to stop drinking. I need to start eating. I need to plan. I need a training partner. I need Megan Fox. All my needs and not a single wants.
So for a start, im gonna eat 6-8 meals per day, but in little amounts la, if not nanti gemok macam dulu. Gonna train 4 days per week, 2 hours per session. Skate will be my choice of cardio. Eh mane mau dapat bodybuilder skate?!?! And and and, i wanna start training abs :) Later go beach all girls cair when they see me hehehe.. I dont wanna lepak alot. Try to be back by 11, self curfew. Sounds boring kan? What to do, need to sacrifice for something mahh.. Who knows i can be champion someday. So nabil, please stick to the plan.. Sampai disini sahajalah, saya tak tau nak tulis apa lagi. Assalamualaikum.
-- 5:15 AM
TMT
I'll be one of them in the near future :)Staying at home is like effin boring.. Lying in bed, laptop 24 hours on, waiting for the insides to burn and explode. There's nothing else to do at home besides going online and chat with nobody. The swell on my foot have gone down abit. Now i can walk BUT very very slowly.. I feel like whacking my foot with a baseball bat. Because pain is like a beautiful addictive feeling. Getting whack at the head is fucking awesome! Trust me..
This morning woke up with my cousin's body on me, Firaas, if you know him then you'll know how big he is. I was like shouting, " Oi Oi! Jage! KAKI AKU BODOH!!!!!".
Hahaha! His family and him raya-ing my house in the morning -.-
Okay thats all, since its like not even half the day. Tonight maybe going to my aunts house. If im strong enough, but no worries, Nabil siol! Confirm boleh jalan!
-- 2:29 PM
buy for me please
I want this!! $77 anybody wanna belanja me? Please.. I'll remember to dedicate a speech specially for you when i win Mr Olympia if you buy for me. Hehehe..
-- 2:20 AM
i like it like that
The day i fell. Im not a skater though. I skate to try new things and most importantly burn fats hehe!
-- 11:11 PM
the moment of truth
Here i am now lying in my bed since 12pm. Fucking bored. This morning went to bukit batok poly.. I hopped all the way to the main road with my mum just to get a cab -.- Imagine my pain. Eh but i think the more i hop, the more perfect my balance will be eh.. Oh so ade hikmah disebaliknye la.. No wonder..
At bukit batok poly, mum got me a wheelchair, and i swear to you, if i wasnt 17, i would play2 with the wheelchair man! Cause its like my first time on it.. Register, see doctor, xray, then see doctor again.. The moment of truth.. Doctor said my bones are perfectly fine! Weeee!! I dont have to wear cast for 3 months. Then doctor prescribe me with medicine like painkillers and the cream for the swelling part. I ask him for cough medicine ahem2.. Hehe..
After that went home, makan, sleep and here i am. I hate my handphone when im asleep. Nokia message tone is like full song, so fucking irritating. But i love my handphone when im awake. Hehe..
-- 5:39 PM
what the hell
Yesterday morning at around 2am, went skating with martin and sam, at skatepark. Epain just lepak and watched us skate.. We tried dropping in from the high ramp, i was like fucking scared. But i tried, first time i bail out. 2nd try i went down the ramp with ease.. Then the syiok feeling arises.. So i tried dropping in from every ramp.. After that i got the i love skating feeling. Then there was this ramp i never tried. So i drop in, i was still on my deck when i reach the bottom, but, after i reach the bottom, i lost balance and fell forward, my left foot touch the ground and with my weight, i fell forward almost bending my FOOT. I can feel the pain, like my bones are breaking. Then they rushed out to me, martin asked epain to get me water and my shirt to let me lie onto, since i was not wearing any shirt.
Martin opened my shoes and socks, " kau okay tak?". and i replied," suspect uh.. mcm patah pon ade," and i was like smiling, maybe cause this is my first injury from skating haha.. Then bile part nak balek, i sat on my deck while epain pushed me. Macam tolak trolley. Halfway home i hop all they way with epain by my side.
When i reached home, i wake up my mum and told her, then she was like nagging blahblahblahblahblahblah... I bathe with one leg hopping, change my clothes hopping, do everything i hop.. Sapu minyak, and i tried to go to sleep. But cannot sleep. So i text her, since it was like 7am.. Text sampai kol 9 plus then i went to sleep, tetapi bukan tido yang tenang! Every 5 minutes i wake up in pain. When i woke up my foot was like swollen as fuck.. Like fucking x10000 swollen.
I learnt a lesson, do not try out the tall2 ramps when you have like 3 weeks of skating experience. Secondly, now i understand how the cacat people feels without a leg.
Should i go to hospital or just wait for the swell to subside? Suggestions on my tagboard pretty please..
If no suggestions then mightelsewell i close down this blog, since its like dead.
-- 9:29 PM
Now im feeling very very very tired. Whole body aches.. Yesterday went to gym, train hard. Went home and Martin ajak skate.. I was like fucking tired, but i said okay. Because i wanna burn fats! Hehehe.. Skate at skate park then fucking bored, we skate till JP.
Otw i fell down sial.. The way i fall like so dramatic. I still can think how should i land myself -.- So i twisted my ankle but luckily because of gym, my ankle wont get twisted so easily. Hehehe.. After that alot happen but i lazy to elaborate. So i reach home and live happily ever after. K dah.
Yesterday i was looking at old pics of me and i was like shocked, now and then my size was like a huge difference. Now my arms is like the size of your legs hehe.. Last time my arms are like a girls arm -.- Being big has alot of advantages, firstly, people thing im older, and and and i can buy ciggs and alcohol at 7-11s hehehe.. secondly u figure out yourself la i lazy to type. no inspiration already.
-- 2:27 PM
SELAMAT HARI RAYA!!
SELAMAT HARI RAYA!!!!Maaf Zahir dan Batin ( idk what this means lol ) If i did anything wrong, maafkanlah, halalkan makan minom, kalau termaki ke ape lupakan sajalah. If i ever hurt your feelings by my words and actions, maafkan ye! K love you guys muarks3!
Today woke up at 2 and called almost everybody in my phone contact list, finding someone to teman me go town to buy shoe. Everyone turn me down =( Sadik buay me. Sedih pe.. Then suddenly Faz called and offer to teman me, happy lah aku.
So met him at somerset, then jalan2.. Bought a vans shoe. Then go buka at around 6 hehee.. Buat azan sendiri la katekan heee.. After that me and faz split, he went home i went to bedok to meet musa. Then after jumpa dia and amek barang from him, went to raffles to meet atikah since she want me to teman her till lakeside.
Reached home and makan ketupat and kuah satay with sambal udang. Addictive siol. Tambah banyak kali eh dont play2.. Actually these lauk for tomorrow, i almost wipe the kuali clean.
Tomorrow gonna be a busy day, chiau! lurp you
-- 3:02 AM
kill kill kill
Yesterday when i was closing my window at night, before going to sleep, this fucking stupid asshole cockcroach suddenly appear from nowhere and i ran out of my room into the kitchen, my mum look at me, i look at her, realising that she cannot help me, i turned and went into my parents room and paksa my dad to help me kill that cockcroach. Eh but i ran and shout okay sampai my adik terbangun. My dad killed that asshole.
Because of that incident, im afraid of smoking at my window or even going near. WTF
-- 4:30 PM
CB LA I CANNOT SLEEP
-- 4:50 AM
At 1pm went to jurong point with family.. Carik baju jalan for hari raya. Bought 2 levis jeans hehe.. ketok my parents money haha.. Then at around 345pm, i look around for toilet. Nak berak haha. Im trying to be more personal with my readers here, so dont be shock or feel disgusted by things like this. Kalau disgusted blah ah dari blog aku! haha takla.. just joking..
After berak, parents sent me to darusalam mosque. Singapore Bikerz Inc having event over there, buat keje amal la katekan.. Met up with my brothers, luar masjid motor bersepah.. All kinds of designs.. So i helped clean the fans wipe wipe sini sana.. At 6pm ade ceramah pasal pasangan bercerai -.- i feel so left out wtf.
At 7 plus, buka, then cabot!!! Run away from sembahyang terawih hehee.. Eh yeah, before the ceramah, i saw arab dogol amek air wuduq, im like wtf, this guy tattoo sini sana, abeh nk sembahyang, i was like fucking inspired, so i asked khai to pray with me..
thats all for today. dont know what else to write about.. if i write to long nanti da mcm ceramah pulak
-- 10:23 PM
I just got back from skate park, abg berd pegi skate sehh!! Hot nye! haahaha!!
Now its 425am.. Martin, sam and me skate early in the morning cause we are not good and we dont want to be laughed at by people.. Today is only my 2nd day in the skating world. Im improving bit by bit..
I bet you might be asking bout my bodybuilding world, im currently giving it a rest cause im just too tired and lazy.. And since its fasting month, hidop ku huru hara..
Eh just now i fell sial! Babi, my first fall and it hurts bad.. The pain is like you mix salt into coke.. ceyhh tak kene mengena.. hahaha.. laugh la sial
kay sahur time, abg mau baduk
-- 4:24 AM
I dont know when's the last time i update my blog. Too busy and too sick to update. Alot of things happened. I fell sick, didnt go to school for almost 2 weeks. Tomorrow still not going. I missed alot of important tests. I still dont care. I got 2 days of mc, valid from monday and tuesday. Maybe i gonna forge the mc, write 12 days. You think teacher will believe? HAHAHA!!!
Just now went to gym at 745, went out by 815 -.- Did not have the mood to train although i wanna get my muscles pumped.. I lose 4kg within 2 weeks, now my body not that big already :( sadsadsadsodsodsod
Then after gym, i walk out of the stadium, i was walking and looking on the ground, tkde mood pe.. Then as i look up i saw this apek isap gam !!! WTF!! HAHAHAAAHA cibai nye apek da tua2 tknk mati
My life's not stable right now, because of ramadhan. Cannot eat every 3 hours, thats why i fall sick.. Because my body is like shock.
K i dont know what to write already. Thanks for viewing. Love you
-- 8:49 PM
