Quit smoking ?
I've had some thoughts lately. Some minor health problems. I decide i seriously wanna quit smoking. It's like fuckin' hard to quit, i've tried going cold turkey but i almost fall sick. Few days ago got a sign from above that i really need to quit. HAHA! Its a painful story.. Before i went to sleep while lying in bed i coughed like a mad man. Felt excruciating pain in my lungs. I can feel blood in my throat. After a few coughs i puke. Can see some red2 thingy. Blood i assume. Honestly, this have been happening for almost a year. I cough then puke. Usually at night but afternoons weren't rare. This cycle goes on and on. Until i decided to quit smoking a few days ago.
Cmon anyone ? Any tips ? Serious help needed. If i lower my cigg intake per day, it would be of no use cause the amount of cigg i smoke depends on my daily activites. The number one killer is when im around faz. He smoke alot then naturally i join in too. With sadik around i smoke less lol! I do not know why.I've put a serious thought on my future. I don't wanna die of lung cancer. Atleast i don't die painfully or because it was my fault i died. Dying at a ripe old age is the best option now. Cause when i grow old i wanna spend my hard earned money and buy mansion then become Playboy Mansion wahaha!
Anyway, i set-up a wordpress blog mainly for articles about bodybuilding. Check it out! www.musclemadness.wordpress.com . Just set-up so nothing much. Will post more pics and vids soon.
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